She has often suspected that her last words to herself in this world will be "You bloody old fool", or, perhaps, depending on the mood of the day or the time of the night, "you fucking idiot". As the speeding car hit the tree, or the unserviced boiler exploded, or the smoke and flames filled the hallway, or the grip on the high guttering gave way, those would be her last words. She isn't to know for sure that they would be so, but she suspects it...