The job was over at last.
I drove to a hairdresser's and asked the girl to give me a number three cut and to dye whatever was left white blond.
She said, That will be a big change? I said, 'Exactly. It's to confuse the hit men.
She laughed. I didn't. I was serious.
Living through it all l'd convinced myself that I was invincible. That was the lie I lived by. I had to. The truth is /will never be the person I was and Operation Earthquake will never be over for me. I put my heart and soul into it.
Now / want them back.
Lachlan McCulloch was an undercover cop.
But after surviving the most dangerous assignment of his life he didn't know if he was a hero or an informant paid to make friends and then betray them.
This is his story. Funny, terrifying and true.